i am so sick. i’m exhausted and i keep going through periods of awful vomiting. this is why i don’t like being sick ever. i’m tired and gross and i want to die.
stay true to you, I think they’re beautiful. good luck and dont worry about others x
thank you, i appreciate that. and i’m not worried about how other people see me, it’s more my own personal comfort. you feel? i’ve never been comfortable with it and ifgufdklgjlsg. i have it on my ankles and armpits. it’s on my elbows and on my hands. and then my arms and spots on my hips and legs. i’m constantly afraid to be in the sun and get tanned because then it becomes super noticeable and it makes me very fiogudlkfjfkgh.
i noticed a new white patch happening underneath my left arm :/ which means the vitiligo is getting worse. it’s also starting to show up more on my legs ugh. and my hands, in between my fingers, is getting worse. i don’t know what’s making it spread so fast now, but it’s super frustrating.
the problem with me and MS is that it fucks with my left knee/ankle all the fucking time now and my meds are not controlling this. this was inevitable given i adjust to medication SUPER easily. my tolerance levels are ridiculous with meds. so there’s not really much that can be done here :/
update on being sick:
it still feels like i’m dying when i cough
i would like it if i could sleep the rest of this sickness off
fuck my insomnia
since tuesday:
i have eaten six or seven babybel cheese things
and one can of chunky chicken soup
and a bunch of S&V chips
how am i still alive
update on being sick:
it still feels like i’m dying when i cough
i would like it if i could sleep the rest of this sickness off
fuck my insomnia
i get this really uncomfy pressure in my throat whenever i swallow anything.
i am going to die from bronchitis.
i was offline and curled up trying to sleep (and die) for about six hours. i did not sleep the entire time. and we have reached dry heaving status. this is horrible. DO NOT GET BRONCHITIS. you will be sick. and you will want to die.
i go through these periods of hyper awareness
and then i don’t remember what happened 30min ago
i literally have no idea who the fuck i have talked to today
am i even real